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the coffin of your true love

"time is my worst fear"

9/22/09 08:14 pm

TWILIGHT FANGIRL
I'M IN LOVE WITH JASPER HALE
LOL WTF

I'm downing a bottle of Pinot Grigio.
THANGZ NEVAR CHANGE, GUIZ. DON'T TRY.

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9/17/09 02:41 pm

Anons are so tough. /eyeroll

I need to poop.

9/14/09 10:54 pm

Today was Kyan's 3rd bday. Amazingly, I managed to get ZERO pictures. Yeah, not a single one. Meh. That's okay, we did things a little different this year. But, needless to say, I know he had a great bday and a lot of fun.

Cleaned out my car tonight and found the parking ticket thing from when I dropped Terrance off at the airport his last day here. Sigh.. Sigh.. And the other day Mindy gave me the flask that him and Brent were drinking out of his first night here, when we snuck Terrance into his first strip club. She found it in her car. I have a little collection of physical objects that signify the memories that is growing in my room and I want to make a shadowbox.

I miss Terrance.
When am I gonna stop missing him so fucking much?

9/10/09 05:51 pm

Happy Birthday to me. I am completely fucked up and at this point in my life, I'm pretty much convinced that I will just never be normal or sane. I'd say I'm just like my mother, but I'm actually worse.

I'm batshit. Seriously.

9/7/09 01:45 pm - Wot is "labor"? Wot is "day"? Wot?

Finally figured out how to stop having my Tweets posted to Livejournal. Sheesh.
It's almost Ky's birthday and this is his present from Mama:







Sweet little lady Pit named Raegan. We made a compromise. He wanted a kitten and I said okay. He then decided he would have nothing to do with kittens and wanted a puppy. I considered, and finally decided that he could have a puppy-- IF I could pick which one. And a Pit Bull happens to be my dream dog. I've been wanting one foreverrr. However, Kyan is quick to remind me that she is HIS puppy and NOT MINE in anyway. D:



Oh, and my birthday is in 3 days. Who cares?

9/7/09 01:03 pm - Erica's Tweets

  • 12:49 Shot down. Ha. #
  • 12:54 twitpic.com/gqgtf - Little orange kitty I wanted is taken. Gonna take Ky tonight to pick out two of these instead. #
  • 13:07 @ohsupkevin God I have an unbearable sushi craving after seeing that pic. #
  • 14:53 I'm seriously considering getting a Pit Bull puppy instead of kittens. Lol. #
  • 16:25 Ummm. I just bought a pit bull puppy. She's in Duluth, about to get dressed and go get her. :D:D #
  • 21:17 twitpic.com/gssqt - My new baby girl, Raegan. :D #
  • 21:18 twitpic.com/gssrx - Pretty, pretty lady. #
  • 21:18 twitpic.com/gssu0 - Muahaha, mid-kiss. Ky loves her. :):) #
  • 22:27 Trying to clean the apartment but it's so hard because Raegan is right up under my feet and she wants to play. D: #
  • 22:45 @ohsupkevin ? #
  • 22:45 Taking Raegan for a walk. Freakin' spastic baby girl. #
  • 23:53 :( meh #
  • 00:17 Womp womp womp. Bored. Text me. #
  • 00:40 I got nothin'. #
  • 01:02 LOL WHY DON'T YOU LIKE ME??? No really... #
  • 01:40 He doesn't get it. /hints #
  • 02:59 @ohsupkevin Why? #
  • 03:00 I just put so many puppy pads down around the house. I really hope Rae gets the hint. >_< Time to relax in front of the TV and fall asleep. #
  • 03:01 Oh, and did I mention she vommed in my car. Twice. Mass quantities. Yes, that was a pleasure to clean.. #
  • 03:02 (I can't tell if we're both dropping hints or not.) #

9/6/09 01:01 pm - Erica's Tweets

  • 12:45 I think my fucking body is turning inside out or something, ohhh myyy godddd. #
  • 12:52 I'm just waiting to start vomiting.... #
  • 14:27 Here you thought I was Tweeting about you when I didn't even know you were talking shit at me until this very moment. Weeeird. #
  • 14:41 I don't even know if I believe you right now.. #
  • 15:23 My LOLdar is beeping. :D #
  • 16:00 I'm almost positive at this point that my insides are rotted. Damn, it hurts to move. #
  • 16:23 @ohsupkevin LOLOLOLOL /facepalm. Forgot I said all that nonsense. Oooh me. #
  • 19:05 I'm sick and not moving from my bed for the rest of the night. Wish I could be in FL this weekend. Animal magnetism. #
  • 20:12 twitpic.com/gnioe - Hopefully the lady still has this kitten, it's the one I wanna get for Ky. He already named him Buster.. #
  • 20:18 I just destroyed my apartment looking for my keys, and where were they? In the sink, under dirty dishes. Only me... #
  • 23:15 @mindylikeomg ME AND KYAN TOO!! #
  • 23:17 RT @skeletonkeyyx YERROW FEVER. #
  • 23:29 @skeletonkeyyx FML #
  • 23:36 @skeletonkeyyx Please. #
  • 00:09 Think I am actually gonna get Ky two kitties, that way they have a playmate. XD Yep k goodnight! #
  • 02:31 @Holdthecup Where is that at? #
  • 02:33 @ohsupkevin Alright, Mr. Popularity. #
  • 02:33 Why can't I sleeeeeep? Watching Wife Swap. You got a purty face, js. #
  • 02:35 @Holdthecup Wait, what? At least you finally changed your Twitter pic.. #
  • 02:38 @ohsupkevin Poor bby. :( #
  • 02:40 @Holdthecup :/ #
  • 02:43 @Holdthecup It will all be okay. #
  • 02:54 @Holdthecup Haha, way2go. #
  • 03:07 Wow, really? Do not ever speak to me again, is all I'm saying. You are dead to me, do you understand? Dead. #
  • 04:15 There's something I want. Keep this up and it'll just be a matter of time before I go for it. Kool-Aid. #
  • 05:16 Well.. Clearly you never really gave a shit about me.. Awesome. Back to square one. #
  • 05:22 @skeletonkeyyx I NEED SOMEONE TO CONSOLE ME. WHOEVER WILL I TURN TO??? #

9/5/09 01:03 pm - Erica's Tweets

  • 12:34 Back to school Sept 30th. /life. But it'll be cool once I'm finally a nurse. #
  • 12:37 @ohsupkevin You wanna drank it. #
  • 12:41 .....ugh thinking about how hard I'm gonna have to buckle down makes me wanna vom or cry. I just wanna party party party. D: #
  • 14:27 I just realized.. 1 month. You've been gone 1 month. Miss you sweet angel.. I'm gonna Peach on Halloween for you. ;) Sigh. #
  • 15:17 Skipping work tonight to mope and maybe go to Justin's bday bash. #
  • 15:44 Sigh. Nap time. #
  • 17:56 Registered my classes: Composition & Rhetoric, Anatomy & Physiology I, and Medical Terminology. My life is going to be so hectic. #
  • 17:56 @Holdthecup We napped a lot. Haha. #
  • 18:20 @ohsupkevin ;p Yeah buddy. #
  • 18:39 Going home to get ready for tonight. My bf's all in love with me and wants to wife me, it's sooo adorable. :p #
  • 19:23 Justin's bday tonight? EAV maybe? Either way, I will be druuunk. Shower time. #
  • 19:44 @mindylikeomg Probably. Still haven't heard from Justin, so.. #
  • 19:57 @mindylikeomg K I'm getting ready should be done in about an hour. :D #
  • 20:03 Woop, think I might hit up @graveyard_eav tonight. :D Party party party, let's all get wasted! #
  • 22:00 @ohsupkevin it'll be worth it, go #
  • 22:43 See you in about 3 mins, East Atlanta Village! I already got a buzz goin.. #
  • 22:46 @mindylikeomg Lololol wait till I'm drunkz, then it'll REALLY be "x-rated." ;D #
  • 22:50 @mindylikeomg I bleedin' too. D: D: FOL (fuck our lives) BUT HAY AT LEAST I WON'T BE BLEEDIN WHEN SHAWN GETS HERE AMIRITE?? #
  • 23:14 At @graveyard_eav to start off the night. #
  • 23:46 Showin' Mindy a pic of the Asian Sensation lol wat??? #
  • 23:50 @GRAVEYARD_EAV LOLOLOL BUY ME A SHOT or say hi or something. #
  • 23:55 A million redhead sluts back to back at @graveyard_eav. Good thing I'm a redheaded slut. ;D Come party with meee. #
  • 00:08 Min and I have done 10 shots each and we are DRUN. Time to hit The Earl and then East Side Lounge. #
  • 02:22 Drun and crying. I miss my Terrane so much. #
  • 04:13 Drunk and crying with @mindylikeomg waching videos of Terrance. Ily baby. #
  • 04:48 God we are sad tonight. D: #
  • 05:39 My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth...... #
  • 05:40 @ohsupkevin You are suuuuch a good friend, I hope you know that. #
  • 05:43 We bought tickets to Secondhand Serenade so we can hear THE LAST SONG EVER for you. :):) We love you bubbyyyy. #
  • 05:44 @ohsupkevin Seriously, move down the road so it's easier to give you hugs. #
  • 06:07 I FUCKING HATE DAILY TWITTASCOPES, JS. #
  • 06:11 Just "bought" tickets for Secondhand Serenade, Brand New, and Lydia / PlayRadioPlay! Life could not be betterrrr. #
  • 06:12 @skeletonkeyyx THEY WASTE MY FUCKING TIME AND SPACE, GODDAMN CUNT BITCHES. #
  • 06:13 Lollll and "buying" tickets for Why? bahahaha love my liiiife. #
  • 06:39 Just a heads up to everyone... my phone randomly decided to bite the dust. </3 #
  • 10:31 So glad my phone decided to take a shit and randomly stop working.. Ha. Time to curl up in bed and die for a few hours. Holy shit. #

9/4/09 08:03 pm

Today is the 1 month of Terrance's death. Just throwing that out there.
I hate this, I miss you.

9/4/09 01:03 pm - Erica's Tweets

  • 14:45 About to shower for work tonight, even though all I wanna do is sleeeep and sleep and sleep. #
  • 15:09 I'm LOLing right now. Literally. Sooo embarrassing. #
  • 15:10 And UGH, I haaave to get to my school tomorrow to register for Fall classes or I'm gonna miss registration AGAIN. Fuuuck. #
  • 15:42 Fall is so perfect. Sunny with a crisp chill. #
  • 15:49 Kind of a bummer that the Japanese restuarant I liked in Sarasota closed down. :( I had memoriez there, lol. #
  • 16:40 killin' time at stickam.com/babysnake #
  • 17:08 @CamChristoff I can't remember the name. Thanks. #
  • 18:11 @CamChristoff Ah, it was called Taste of Tokyo. #
  • 18:30 Every time I think of you, I try to remember the happy things, but I still just end up crying. I always picture you on the Cliffhanger. <3uT #
  • 18:31 @skeletonkeyyx HAHAHAHA WTFZ. #
  • 19:09 @ohsupkevin Taaaake meeee Kevinnnn. #
  • 19:32 Is it totally disturbing that I sometimes get turned on watching myself dance in the mirrors at work? Hourglasss figuuure. #
  • 19:32 "I got a big...... EGO." #
  • 19:42 Wish I didn't have to work on the weekends so I could hit up EAV. Balls. #
  • 23:18 MONIEZ. GOOD MOOD. GREAT BF. ALCOHOL. BEST FRANZ. LUV MY LYFE. KISS MY ASS. BYYYYE. #
  • 00:49 Your child would be so proud of you.............. HAHAHAHAHA. #
  • 00:50 Independent woman right hurr. #
  • 00:54 @ohsupkevin EVERY TIME I TELL YOU TO HANG OUT YOU'RE LIKE /noresponse AND THEN.... I KILL YOU. #
  • 01:59 @ohsupkevin You fuckin' tell them broads who's boss. :D #
  • 02:01 @ohsupkevin PS I'm a no nonsense kinda girl. #
  • 03:26 @ohsupkevin LOLOLOL BRING THE AWKWARD BBY. #
  • 04:00 Sleepyheadin' it. Lol. #
  • 04:00 <3. Ugggh yoooou. #
  • 11:03 @mindylikeomg Idk, we need to figure it out! #
  • 11:04 Awake and I don't wanna be, but I gotta go to my school. Blehhh. #
  • 11:36 I'm lovin' you, lovin' you, lovin' you, looovin' yooou. Dgaf, I still love this song. Wtf. #
  • 12:00 @ohsupkevin :) #

9/3/09 01:03 pm - Erica's Tweets

  • 12:04 Comcast is here installing my cable and internet. It's about damn time. #
  • 12:18 Kind of over the bulllshit. #
  • 15:15 My boyfriend thinks the moon should be a planet, but I'm a Meteorologist so I know better. XD #
  • 16:12 @mindylikeomg Boo @ you. :( #
  • 16:19 Just changed my work schedule to Thurs - Sat instead of Weds - Fri 'cause Shawn is a time waster and prob not gonna get here till Sun. >:( #
  • 16:58 Watching Tool Academy 2 with Casey. These dudes are sooo embarrassing. WoW's updating so slowly. :( #
  • 22:01 AMEN! That's what I'm saying: RT @skeletonkeyyx Learn the gravity of your words. #
  • 22:02 I'm such a lazy broad, I seriously do not feel like putting away the clean laundry and dishes. #
  • 22:31 @SailawayHeather You don't deserve anything but happiness. :( Feel better baby. <3 #
  • 22:31 Officially out of it. /Dramamine #
  • 23:29 Watching the rest of Grace. Wish you'd surprise me with a text..... #
  • 23:35 NO RLY, TEXT ME. #
  • 00:16 :( #
  • 07:53 Don't you bleed out an apology, you'll always be a liar to me. #
  • 11:44 Exactly one week till my birthday. Double Deuce (22)! And four days after that, Kyan will be 3! Yikes. #
  • 11:45 PS I am getting Ky a kitty for his birthday. :D #

9/2/09 01:03 pm - Erica's Tweets

  • 13:30 Debating if I wanna use tonight to clean my apartment (like I should), or drive down to FL to see everyone. #
  • 13:56 It's quite chilly outside. Looks like I gotta go save Casey later. #
  • 14:12 I really love this kind of weather. Running errands and junk all day, then going to save Casey. I'm the Mother Hen of my friends. #
  • 16:38 Obsessive / clingy behavior is nevar evar attractive, word up. Cleaning the apartment and texting my boiz before I rescue Casey from doom! #
  • 16:41 Also, listening to "Jamie All Over" by Mayday Parade. ;p <3 #
  • 16:48 I do not appreciate Twitter updating all out of order. How rude. #
  • 17:55 Lemon basil chicken with rice, this is delicious. #
  • 18:07 Embarrassing bitch is embarrassing. #somebodyshouldatold YOU. #
  • 18:08 Also, is it weird to call a dude a bitch? #
  • 18:19 My apartment is going to be sooo full. Me, Shawn, Casey, and Ky. Me and a home full of rowdy boys, greeeat. XP #
  • 18:59 Just started my period, kill me. All my cervical problems + cramps = the most intense pain ever. I foresee puking and crying and writhing. #
  • 20:36 Going to get Casey. Excruciating pain. #
  • 22:15 Sitting here with Casey. I'm guzzling alcohol and popping Dramamine in hopes of passing out or at least easing the fucking pain I'm in. #
  • 22:24 LOL WAT? stickam.com/babysnake #
  • 00:11 Watching Drag Me To Hell with Casey. Drunkz. #
  • 00:25 Lol @ the fact that Stickam Admin kicked me for an hour for streaming Drag Me To Hell. XP #
  • 00:39 Streaming my movie again. Yeah, fuck your kick Stickam! #
  • 00:59 @Holdthecup I did. I was back up and re-streaming in 5 mins hahaha. #
  • 01:31 Man my boyfriend is A+. <3<3<3 #
  • 01:33 LOL @ Stickam kicking me again. Deleted Macromedia file, re-streaming the movie already. XD Fuck yooou Stickam. #
  • 02:14 Dramamine time. Must sleep. #
  • 02:33 @mindylikeomg Every time I say it, the song starts playing in my head. Travelinggg swallowing Dramaminnnne. #
  • 02:53 Fallin'. #

9/1/09 01:02 pm - Erica's Tweets

  • 13:04 Shawn leaves for GA today. So excited about a NORMAL relationship and not being cheated on 10x a month. :D #
  • 13:06 Also, hey nut job, that latina chick you were asking to help you get "sexual release" was not cute. But you'll fuck anything, eh? #
  • 16:03 Siiigh. Kyan was pointing at Terrance's picture on my dash and saying "Terrance with Jesus." :( #
  • 16:08 Reallyyy wanna go to FL one night this week nfjhtu75uytij. #
  • 17:49 Just spent $200 at Whole Foods. Nomnomnom. Shawn is leaving Cali tonight eeeeebhur743itjg! #
  • 18:26 entertain me while I nom- stickam.com/babysnake #
  • 19:53 Eating dehydrated veggie slices, drinking fresh squeezed apple juice, and watching food docs on Snag Films. /oddball #
  • 21:20 Just talked to Shawn. He's officially on the road. So very anxious. :):) #
  • 22:17 @mindylikeomg You'll end up more miserable, js. #
  • 22:37 Just read way back in my Twitter. Now I just feel bummed. /nostalgia #
  • 22:42 #musicmonday - "Florida" by Starfucker, since I keep talking about going to Florida and all.. #
  • 22:48 @jamesashm0re You're hilarious, really. #
  • 23:05 @mindylikeomg You know getting drunk just makes us boohoo. #
  • 23:07 @skeletonkeyyx ROFL there's a tattoo kind of like that I want to get. #
  • 00:24 LOL at girls trying to start drama. Still all about my boyfriend, and glad me and Malc can be Bifflez. #
  • 03:35 @Holdthecup Your user pic is still us.. #
  • 03:35 Let me sleep. #
  • 03:47 Weird thinking that if life ever went as planned, I'd be running off to marry you in about 11 days. I need more Xanax so I can fucking sleep #
  • 05:29 feel like crying #
  • 08:59 Holy pathetic Twitter spam. /facepalm #
  • 09:04 I need to sleep more. Wish Shawn would wake up. #

8/31/09 01:03 pm - Erica's Tweets

  • 12:48 Wow thought I was exaggerating about my knuckles being bruised, but nope, they're purple this morning. #
  • 13:29 waiting for bubby to be done at sunday school - stickam.com/babysnake #
  • 14:45 Going to pick up Bubby Love. #
  • 15:01 Why would you wanna break up? I really enjoy this song a lot.. #
  • 15:01 Kinda wanna go to FL tomorrow night. #
  • 16:15 @mindylikeomg NOT FOR MALC, js. #
  • 16:47 @mindylikeomg Nah the place I wanna go to is a few hrs from him. #
  • 17:09 Sitting at RuSan's with Ky, about to eat sushi. So unbearably sleepy. #
  • 17:13 Miso soup: just what my hungover body ordered. #
  • 17:14 @mindylikeomg PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY. #
  • 17:36 @ohsupkevin Black and White? #
  • 17:46 GIMME BECKYYYY. #
  • 17:47 @ohsupkevin Black and White is my favorite but I always have a hard time finding it. #
  • 18:02 @mathsexual I wish. I need someone to GIMME DAT. #
  • 19:34 Watching documentaries on Snag Films and hopefully gonna nap. #
  • 20:05 I feel sick to my stomach thinking about this, and picturing it, and... vom. #
  • 22:02 @ohsupkevin YEEEAH BUDDY. #
  • 23:55 Nothing more hilarious that underage psychopaths trying to insult people, right? Harrr. #
  • 00:11 @skeletonkeyyx DAT'S DA ONE! #
  • 00:12 Wish the weather wasn't rainy shit so I could go to FL tomorrow. Blehhh. #
  • 01:07 @skeletonkeyyx Mutual masturbation time. #

8/30/09 07:42 pm

Also, my knuckles are bruised from where I flipped out while driving home from work last night and beat the shit out of my steering wheel. I'm mad at the world. I want Terrance.



*need

8/30/09 07:42 pm

I wish I could start using Livejournal the way I used to..

8/30/09 07:36 pm - Gives me becky.

Just saying, I think my boyfriend is attractive.

8/30/09 01:59 pm - Act appalled.

Just saying, Malcolm is a huge waste of life.

8/30/09 01:01 pm - Erica's Tweets

  • 12:14 Wanna go campin' and drank beer as cold as the Rockiesss. ;p I have a million things to get done before Motley Crue, yikes. #
  • 13:18 I can never never say no to a plaid shirt.... dammit. #
  • 13:36 Trunk hit hard like Kimbo Slice. #
  • 14:43 We still got it, and we both know it. :/ #
  • 15:00 @hairbows You are late on this news. :( haha #
  • 16:44 killin' time - stickam.com/babysnake #
  • 17:30 FIVE STAR CHICK. Headed to work to meet up with everyone for Motley Crue. #
  • 17:45 GIMME DAT BECKY. #
  • 18:23 Sigh. Your text messages make me sad. #
  • 20:29 twitpic.com/fscsq - So hard to get a good pic in here but HAI FROM THA VIP AT MOTLEY CRUE! #
  • 20:54 Lolololol @ Tommy Lee passing around a bottle of Jager. #
  • 22:02 Awwwe Motley Crue invited us to go backstage and hang out how sweeeeet. Lol @ throwing free Tattletale passes at people. #
  • 22:03 GIRLS GIRLS GIRLSSS. ROCKIN' IN ATLANTA AT TATTLETALE. #
  • 02:10 Drun and driving lawwwl. RIP me. #
  • 02:31 Love you, Terrance. My knuckles are now bruised. #
  • 03:07 fml - stickam.com/babysnake #
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